SOT Week 1 ended off with Holy laughter untill stomach cramp....

Thank God for Pst. Phil Pringle for doing the opening!!!
Orientation wasn't too dreadful... lol

Even though i have to handle both bible school and exams at the same time...
i know that i'm able to make it.
No stress is gonna break me.
Whatever outcome it may be, will be.
I'm not gonna think about failure because i know i'm gonna succeed!

I may not be the smartest person around,
but, i've got the Smartest Tutor On Earth with me :P

During my time in SOT, i want to have a better relationship with God, learn how to pray stronger, be more focus, have holy discipline, study more about the Word and be able apply it while i'm still in school.
Yeah!
That's what i have in mind now.. at least...

1:23 am!Y

HO LA!!!!!!
I know i left off at a pretty bad note..
but i just want to say it's all good now...
PRAISE GOD!!!!
SOT is just A WEEK AWAY!!!!!
ARGgggggh...
I'm ALL EXCITED!!!!
about what God has in store for me
about the people i'm gonna meet
about the stress level i need to handle
it all comes down to one more week........ gee...

but i'm definitely not excited about orientation... i hope it won't go too ~WILD~

btw recently i'm quite into this korean rock band call F.T Island...
the members are all very young.. and the lead singer has got a VERY mature and rock voice...
wow and his look... it makes all the girls jealous....
it's good to be young.....

oh well i need to go back to my studies now!
i'll try to update... but i doubt.. since i'll be SUPER BUSY now...
F.T Island Rocks! Junsu Rocks! Jasmine Hwaiting!

10:28 pm!Y

I'm feeling troubled and confused. :((
it's not because it's valentine's day and i'm still single... not the biggest problem to me...
Something happened, and i'm starting to reconsidering about going SOT this year.

troubled about money money money and more money......

Now i'm just waiting for my blood test results and waiting for my dear laptop to comeback from HP and



pray for a miracle....



it's sunday morning and i'm still very sad... blah blah blah blah blah blah........

5:12 am!Y

i'm so in love with Andrea Bocelli's voice! it's just so Amazing! very calm and smooth.... suitable for a crazy world i'm in....
Gone are the days with screaming rock, heavy metals, alternative... haha.. gosh.. i sound so old...

anyway.. these days i'm just trying to prepare myself for exams.. it's gonna be a super tough year so i'm just wanna start everything right... that means i will not be talking to myself so often in this page... i'm still praying that someone would sponsor SOT for me..

for now i'm just thankful that everyday God is just healing me... i feel so much healthier... i dun remember visiting the doc for the past 6 months.. woohoo...

For those having problems sleeping... i suggest you listen to Andrea Bocelli's song.. keep is very soft... and it'll just bring you to wonderland.. haha not so much if you keep trying to understand what he's singing... he's Italian you see...

if i'm still not married by 30.. i'm flying to Italy, Florence... get a husband there and be a permanent resident... lol

12:45 am!Y

Suddenly i feel like fast-forwarding the time to days when i got excellent grades for my degree, when i got a well-paid job, when i have enough money to go travelling alone - somewhere in Canada.. i must say i'm super privileged already to have travelled a lot... and i really shouldn't be complaining... but... i just want to visit North America... and i just thought Canada would make the safest place to travel alone... Maybe in the mean time i'll just try to save enough money to go honeymoon there... lol.. either there or Hawaii... Germany is not too bad either if i speak that language too..

For now... i can only imagine...

10:39 pm!Y

Hello! We're an hour away from 2009 and i'm stuck at home.
i kinda enjoy the solitude though... hmm.... well not yet when my mom is still awake...

Woohoo... really excited about the coming year... i can almost smell it... and the countdown show on tv is kinda spoiling my mood... hohoho...
anyway these are the last words for the year...

FIRSTLY, I want to thank God for such an adventurous year.. it's been quite like a rollar coaster ride... being in a new ministry, growing closer to You, making new friends, making decisions - good or bad... come what may You've been my pillar of support for me, giving me love, hope and joy when i found none. I'm just thankful that God, You're always closer than my breath and I just want to be prepared for the year that's coming within an hour... and again i pray that i'll continue to grow more beautiful both on the inside (spiritually) and outside(physically) and get a boyfriend in 2009... hahaha!!

Secondly i wanna thank pastor Kong and his wife Sun for being such a role model, for making such an impact in the decisions i make, for shaping me to be the person God wants me to be and always encouraging all of us to challenge our limits.

Thirdly, i wanna thank my family for providing for me even in this time of economic crisis, for my studies especially - i think it's only time like this i get the opportunity to thank them for providing.

Lastly, i wanna thank all my friends, for being such a wonderful companion in the year 2008 - there are so many of you.... New ones, old ones - too many to name... i remember every single one of you, i may have upset a few of you, angered a few of you, disappointed a few of you.. i just wanna hope that you forgive me and i'll try to be a better person next year..
MOstly i wanna thank a special friend - NOVIYANSI!!!!!! for being such a darling.. i know i've disappointed you more often than the rest, well thats when you know you're closer to me than the rest. But i'm really thankful for STILL having you around

Anyway... HAPPY NEW YEAR
Happy 2009... for a greater year that is to come in seconds... ;) see you next year!

11:05 pm!Y

i refuse to use the word "stress" from now on...
lets say.. i'm just very pressured... sounds more positive...

it's always good to record down what you prayed for... cause you never know things will just come in your way OUT OF A SUDDEN!!!!
Today i really felt like i got hit by a bus.. like BANG!!!!!!
Well partly my fault, should have see it coming...

as usual i'm involved in an outside church kind of gigS.. One at suntec and one at jalan tiga... my initial thought was that there will be at least 20ppl in a group... but i'm SO SO OSOSOsoososos wrong.... it's in a smaller group of 15 at suntec and 6 at JT... it's almost as good as singing in a band or some parts solo.... it's like Super Junior at Suntec and Shinhwa at JT.....

never mind that... anyway... i'm going all out for these man... like giving my 300% if i have to..
it's time to prepare my stones to attack the giants... tui tui tui....

to sing in front of the pros... is really very intimidating....
but with CHC's name at stake... i just have to practice practice practice practice practice...
I'm praying for clear directions and wise management of my finances, divine strength and miracles to happen this week

i think i'll be going to expo/jw for the rest of the week.... transport fees are gonna...be so cheap i'll laugh till i cryy~~

3:46 am!Y

GREEN RELEASES EYES FROM EXHAUSTION

Name: Jasmine
Birthday : 4th Oct 1987
this year i want to focus on building up my knowledge in God's Word and do well in my studies. Have better financial managing skills
Have more confidence in the things i do and be a more focus and discipline person.






talk about how the world is going to collapse.
anything just email me/MSN me @ jolly_heaven@hotmail.com